Even though I know it will be worth it, school has been very stressful on my life. I already have very little free time. (When I say free time I mean time to myself, just me relaxing and enjoying time to rest.) Now that I am in school I feel like that little bit of time I had is lost. The time I am doing my school work is alone time sometimes but it is at a time that I would normally like to be sleeping and I have to say that isn't very relaxing. :) I took the time I had to spend with my boyfriend and I am using most of that as school time now also. I think this is really stressing our relationship. Most importantly I have so much less time with my daughter. She is growing up so fast and I feel like I am not doing enough with her. I wish I had more time to take her to the park or the zoo. Anything not at home once in a while would be great!
This is just for now though. I know that once I graduate I will be able to get a better job or maybe a promotion where I am now. Then I will be able to support us easilier and have much more quality time with Hailey. I am hoping that my boyfriend will hang in there too. Once I am done with school we will have more time together also. I know it is worth the hard work! I have to remind myself pretty often but I am not going to give in! I am going to graduate and better our lives!
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