I grew up with one brother. It was always just the two of us. A little over five years ago my parents split up and my dad got a new girlfriend. She is only three years older then me! At first I tried to play it as cool as possible. I had never seen my dad as depressed as he was when he was alone. Then when he met her he was happier then I had ever seen him. I figured I love him and his happiness is the most important thing. I never realized how awkward it would be though!
To make a long story short...I got a text message yesterday asking me if I ever would have thought my dad would have five kids. She is pregnant again! I have so many mixed emotions about it. I am scared to even talk to her face to face right now. It was pretty akward when she was pregnant with my little brother (who is now 6 months old). I guess it's mostly just hard to deal with because I was a "daddy's little girl" and since she came along and brought her daughter (she is 5 years old now) things have been so different. I know I sound like a jelous brat right now. I don't mean for it to come off that way.Don't get me wrong, I do care very much for my sister and my new brother. I love them with all of my heart but I am feeling like I have completly lost my dad to his new family.
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